so it's been a long ass time but i've always attempted not to drink alone and i guess technically for tonight i did for awhile. but i got home where i live with my fucking parentals again which i used to not and i did and dude i hate being judged. not that they totally did but tell me to go to sleep, i'm freaking 24 years old and i'll drink as much as i want and dude, i'm over this. i want my old life back so bad it's ridiculous and i can not freaking wait til i go back to cali next month. i miss it so bad, i miss what i had and a change is coming damn it, i got my AA, that's what i came to bend for and i promise i am leaving soon.
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amberlamps) wrote,
determined
